♥
Friday, August 31, 2007
this has got to be the best one yet.
my days are filled with doing practically nothing.
while yours seem completely filled.not that i expect to see you everyday.
but on the bright side of things,
i hear so little from you that i barely have to send more than 15 msgs in a day!
i still feel completely and utterly free to do whatever i please.
just something else i gotta get used to again?
whatever it is.
lets just play by your rules and see how it works out.
seeing you once a week couldnt possibly be all that bad.
you know. sometimes i just dont get you.
but then again.
im gona put the same amount of work in this relationship as you're putting in.
i'll be more active when you're being active.
and remain passive when you're passive.
does that make me a bitchy girlfriend?
i duno.
its not the best solution.
but it sure saves alot of thinking and stressing out.
and i sooo gotta learn to stop expecting anything at all.
even if its just for abit of your time.
oh. and fyi,
i dont think i like suprises very much anymore.
ooohh. and i should stop playing pretend.Labels: not expecting anything is the best possible solution.
♥
Friday, August 31, 2007
this has got to be the best one yet.
my days are filled with doing practically nothing.
while yours seem completely filled.not that i expect to see you everyday.
but on the bright side of things,
i hear so little from you that i barely have to send more than 15 msgs in a day!
i still feel completely and utterly free to do whatever i please.
just something else i gotta get used to again?
whatever it is.
lets just play by your rules and see how it works out.
seeing you once a week couldnt possibly be all that bad.
you know. sometimes i just dont get you.
but then again.
im gona put the same amount of work in this relationship as you're putting in.
i'll be more active when you're being active.
and remain passive when you're passive.
does that make me a bitchy girlfriend?
i duno.
its not the best solution.
but it sure saves alot of thinking and stressing out.
and i sooo gotta learn to stop expecting anything at all.
even if its just for abit of your time.
oh. and fyi,
i dont think i like suprises very much anymore.
ooohh. and i should stop playing pretend.Labels: not expecting anything is the best possible solution.
